Tomorrow I start my new job. Bleh... it's okay, but it's a pain when they just ask you to "show up" day by day.
Gotta approve the new baby sitter. Meeting with her today. She speaks English and Spanish... and it'll only be temporary til I can get help with child care. I'd like to put her in regular day care, but because of a lapse in communication, I have to wait a few days... weeks... months???

Crap all over, if it's not one thing it's another. I gotta buy black shoes and some black gym pants... Oh Boy! It's Middle School Gym class all over again. Hopefully this weekend won't be so freaking crazy. It's really going to break my heart if my little girl cries for me when I drop her off. Yeah, and a woman who would have a part in the final word about me has been really working me over. I just wanted to tell her to just STFU and keep her appointment with me. It makes me mad when "important" people like to jerk others around because they know others can't really complain...

On top of this, I'm most likely going to be gone somewhere when my order from Emory arrives. Sad....

Oh yeah, seems the post office "lost" another one of my packages. WTF??? How many different ways can one addy be written #>_<
I'm so effin' ready to just lay out a postal worker and ask them what the hell do they do with all those packages that get "lost".

I need a day off from my new job JUST to take care of everything... and it's NOT even a promise that I'll be seen by my case worker. She has a number but no mailbox? Arrgghhh!!! I'm just about to erupt and go wack-a-doo on everything.

Maybe when my Mo arrives, things will be sane once more.

Current Mood: hyper

I finally decided to jump into the DollZone pool head first!
My very first resin doll is a DZ Mo-wen. 44cm of very, very moody guy. I's can tame him... or break him. > o < ;;
I got a wig for the sake of him not coming home bald.
And his sexy black outfit.... Yeah, only so he'd not come home naked.... yeah, that's it!

Waiting sucks... I've always had to have things now and it's my only character flaw. That and not paying attention. # ~_-

Lately I've been dreaming of very odd things. Mostly about places and people I never saw before... but had the feeling like they were close to me somehow. Scary thought. I've also been thinking of my dad a lot. Sometimes I still choke up and cry a little.... when I finally pass away, will people react in the same way?

Gotta go take a pre-employment drug screening. I'm practically hired. I'm happy.

Current Mood: anxious